I haven’t posted for a few days and that is not normal for me. Even stranger is I haven’t written either, not here or behind the scenes. In short the reason is the world is on my last nerve. Quite frankly I am sure that none of you really care to hear about I came to be at this point, so not going to go on about all the things wrong, stresses or other stuff that have taken me to the brink. So much of what goes on is out of our control. That lack of control can cause all sorts of feelings and in spite of it all life goes on. And so do I.